It's been 9 months since I last stepped down from leadership and left the CG. And nobody has been updating this blog.. So I think I ought to do something about it.

I just want to let you know that you guys are the most wonderful group of people that I've ever known. Always so supportive and loving towards me. I left with much sorrow and burdens. Though I was disheartened by the many who left, I was encouraged by those who stayed and kept on walking this walk of faith.

For a few months, I kept blaming myself for stepping down and causing the souls to leave the kingdom of God. Although I know perfectly that those who are not grounded will leave eventually. I felt that these people loved me more than they loved God and it was my fault that I did not get them to love God more. Anyway, I'm past that stage of self condemnation. I know that I'm just an imperfect person doing what God has called me to do back then. I'm imperfect as it is and I should move on to do other things that He has called me to do rather than to keep blaming myself and couldn't move on in life.

I do miss the times that we shared as a family, the times that we hugged each other every time we meet or leave, the times of joy and sadness, etc.. They will always be beautiful memories in my heart. Memories that will never be washed away. I believe friendship goes beyond the label W220. Many of us are still keeping in touch despite not being in the same CG. Though the times that we meet may have decreased, I believe our heart for one another still holds.. We will never be in the same CG forever because we'll grow and go through different seasons in our lives.

With that, I have a few questions to ask:

1. Is the state of your heart the same as the state of this blog? Have you stopped in 2007 and not moved on to 2008?

2. Have you been hanging on too much till you've not moved on?? (got this phrase from Val's blog and I think it makes a whole lot of sense)

3. Has the beautiful memories in W220 become a boundary in your life that you can't climb over it and create other beautiful memories with other groups of people?

These are some thoughts after reading some blogs. And I wonder how many will get to read this entry. But I wish to say that I love all of you and I wish for the best of all of you.. to move on and be the best that you can be in every place that God has put you in, because YOU are a Child of God. I believe in YOU, always!

P/S: Love is what we bring into the place that we are in. WE create a loving environment.